I've had numerous experiences over the past 15 years. I'd love to be able to write and publish a book but I'm just not able to do that.
The first thing I want to talk about is those air craft. I call them air craft instead of "space ships" because I've seen them here in Earth's atmosphere, not outer space. Because of that I don't think it's accurate to call them space ships. Anyway, I've seen them directly 3 times in my life. They are absolutely astounding and amazing and stupefying. I sometimes wonder how and why I've seen them more than once. I can't help but ask, is there a reason? How could some people never have seen even one but I've seen them three times? It makes it feel personal, and even meaningful and purposeful. Why me? I can't not ask that question. Oh, and that's only the air craft! I've had other experiences.
The air craft I've seen cannot be anything human. For a while, I debated that they could be but I concluded, or decided to settle upon the idea that .. they're just absolutely not human. They're so huge and they hover and they take off faster than thoughts. The first one I saw was in my home state of Massachusetts in 1999. The other two I saw were both in New York in 2007. Some of the other experiences I had were also in New York.
This is going to be difficult for me to explain but I'll do my very best.
3-D translucent holographic beings
I saw them twice. The first time, I had a witness. I had been sitting on the steps of somebody's garage. I noticed in the glass of the doorway that I could see what looked like the face of a space alien, standing outside of the garage looking in. I pointed it out to the person I was with and asked him if he could see it and he said yes. I dismissed it as if it were just a shadow from a tree. A short time later I had been sitting in my vehicle in a parking lot. In the row in front of me, and to my right, I saw the strangest thing. Sitting in the driver's seat was a very discrete 3-D translucent space alien! It sat perfectly still, didn't move at all. I did everything except get out of my vehicle (which I regret and wish I had done). I turned my head in every direction. I blinked and rubbed my eyes. It was daytime so there weren't any shadows that could've been distorting my view. It was small and gray but the most remarkable thing was that it was translucent. It looked like some sort of hologram or something. But it had dimension. I've never seen anything like it since.
I have a few other stories to tell but right now I feel like I'm already writing a lot.
My biggest conflict right now is that I'm coming upon a lot of references lately which suggest that space aliens are a total fabrication and hoax, designed by "government" and for the purpose of some sort of world domination, or something like that. I find it very, very difficult to believe that human beings are capable of such a grand manipulation. I don't like the government too much but I don't think they deserve such "credit". I don't think they're smart enough to create such an elaborate hoax. I think space aliens are quite very, very real but ...
What the heck do they want with me? I'm not in the military. I don't work for the government. Aren't space aliens more concerned with human space travel, human governments, wars and weapons? What do they want with some big mouth chick like me? That, to me, just makes no sense at all.