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    The Great Noospheric-Pain Body Moi Event

    This came to me one minute ago, so have patience, a realization that an achivvyment of great proportions had been completed, angels were offering thanks sorrows n sorry's, why sorry's mmmmmm, true if i could do it all over again, over a decade man , crazy, i would not, but i gave permission, even given by spirit a second chance to say nope.

    Massive emotional upheaval but this feels writtenly ordained so will purseandveer straight.

    First = pain body data to comprehend = Tolle =

    The Pain Body
    What is “Pain Body“? Our emotional pain body is stored in the cells of the body. Old memories and negative emotions can become fuel for our pain body, if they are not faced at the moment. Learn about this ”parasite” that causes you suffering and emotional pain.

    The famous author Eckhart Tolle has written the book “A New Earth – Awakening to your Life’s Purpose” where he talks about the pain body (chapter 5-6). Eckhart Tolle was invited as a guest on Oprah’s web classes to discuss the pain body. Below is a summary from these interesting conversations. Get important insights about the emotional pain body and how to break free from this toxic energy field. Also, don’t miss the video below where Eckhart Tolle explains how to get rid of the pain body!



    Pain Body Definition
    What is a pain body according to Eckhart Tolle? It is an energy field inside your body that is formed by negative thoughts and emotions that you are experiencing. The pain body is part of the Ego and is a very unhappy entity. Pain body can manifest itself as: illness, anger, stress, fear, sadness etc. Pain-body seeks unhappiness and unpleasant experiences that matches its energy field, because pain body feeds on negativity. Its very existence consists of this unhappy vibration and the pain-body doesn’t want an end to this unhappiness because this would mean an end to the pain-body.



    How the Pain Body Works
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    Webclass: Oprah & Eckhart Tolle Pain Body

    Find out what triggers the pain body in our daily life and how to break free from the emotional pain body by staying alert and present when the pain body becomes active.

    When you are stuck in your emotional pain body your emotions will rise into your mind. So when you feel sadness, you will think thoughts that make you sad, and if you feel angry, you will think thoughts that are angry in nature, and so on. This means that all your interpretation of people and different events will become totally distorted and very negative when you are stuck in your pain body. The emotional pain body loves this negative energy of your thinking and unconsciously seeks more pain because it feeds on your negativity. This negative cycle continues as long as you are completely identified with your emotions. However, you need to realize that you are not your emotion.



    The Pain Body in Relationships
    What is the pain body like, when we interact with the people we love? When the pain body in relationships awakens, it will seek drama to feed it self. This is very common in close relationships. The pain body tends to push the partner’s “button” to bring a negative reaction. It’s easier to realize the pain body in someone else. You require more presence to see it in yourself. One sign that your pain body is awakening is when you react strongly with intense emotions that are greater than the external trigger (e.g. a simple remark from your partner makes you furious). If you are present in this moment and say: “oh there’s my pain body”, it means that you are not at the mercy of your pain body. The pain body symptoms in relationships include strong emotions such as rage, sadness, fear, hate, despair, and jealousy.



    How to get rid of the pain body
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    Dissolving Pain Body Eckhart Tolle & Oprah Webclass

    Healing the pain body is not complicated, but it takes some practice. Dissolving the pain body is all about being mindful and accept what is – without any judgement. The easiest way to release the pain body is by paying attention to our emotions (not our thoughts). You see, research say that we have between 35-48 thoughts per minute! It is therefore easier to keep track of our negative emotions. So, When a negative emotion arises, be still and become aware of the thought behind the emotion. Ok, but how will this help dissolving the pain body?

    Keeping track of our negative emotions/thoughts is very important when healing the pain body, because we are identified with the voice in our head, and this becomes our superficial personality. The content of the egoic mind with its repetitive thought patterns can be: judgments, prejudices, likes and dislikes. Many of us are trapped in the egoic mind, and conditioned by the past, but this is not who we really are. This addiction to negative thoughts in our head is the root to our problems. We have lost ourselves in the mind and in our thoughts. So, recognize that there is a voice in your head that doesn’t stop speaking. Notice what the voice is saying. Catch yourself as you think a negative thought, more and more often. Practice this awareness everyday. Realize that it’s just a story that you have been telling yourself, about yourself, and that is all it is: a story that you keep repeating.

    If you hold on to your negative stories, and memories in your thoughts and feelings, they become fuel for your pain body. In order to release your pain body, you need to recognize your negative thought patterns. You become aware when you practice presence and catch yourself with a negative thought, over and over again. An effective pain body release technique is therefore mindfulness – to be present and still when a negative emotion arises. When this happens, be aware of the thought that triggers the emotion and face it. Say to yourself: “oh, here’s that unpleasant feeling” or “here’s that negative thought again”. Accept the thought/feeling, without any judgment. Your awareness of your egoic mind means that it’s no longer controlling you. Then, focus only on your feelings, without thinking anything. Just accept your feelings as they are. When you are present, a sense of peace arises, and the unpleasant emotion automatically resolves. By being aware and present, you release your pain-body.

    Mindfulness is about being present. The past has no power – the power is in the present moment. Nothing that has happened to you in the past can prevent you from being in the now, where the power is. Remember that the past has no power. The power comes with the awareness that there is a “voice in your head”. When you are present and aware of your thoughts, the thoughts can’t control you, and the process of dissolving the pain body begins. This means that the power is in the now. You can release your past and whatever happened to you that you keep repeating for yourself, by entering a more heightened state of awareness. You can release your “story” that you keep telling yourself, by becoming present and alert enough when your pain body becomes active, so that the negative emotion will not be able to control your mind.

    When you become aware, your thoughts will not have control over you. Instead, you will regain your true power that is only found in the now. When you are present, you will manage your thoughts (and thereby your emotions). In this state of mind, you release your pain-body.



    How to break free from your emotional pain body:
    To break free of the pain body, you need to lose the identification of it.
    You are not the emotion. You are the awareness behind the emotion.
    Become aware of your pain body. This awareness causes a shift. If you completely identify yourself with the emotion, it rises into your mind, and it will control your thinking.
    Feel the emotion without any thoughts. Accept whatever you feel at this moment. When you resist a situation or a feeling, it persists, and then it causes stress and creates further negative emotion that wants to deny what is there.
    Say “yes” to whatever arises and become friendly with the present moment, even if the present moment doesn’t look that great in the moment. Allow the feeling even if it makes you sad, angry etc.
    Surrender to the feeling. When you surrender, the emotional pain body dissolves.


    Life gives us opportunities to resolve our Pain Body
    You don’t have to go back in time to dissolve your emotional pain body. You get many chances to let go of the pain body everyday! Here are a few examples:

    Argument: When you feel a negative emotion arising at the beginning of what could become an argument, be aware that you at this time have a mental position that is your Ego and feel the uncomfortable emotion that is part of your pain body. Now, accept this emotion and become still. Don’t get drawn into opposing the other person in any way. When you become peaceful, the argument has to resolve. When you have no drama within yourself, there can not be any drama in your experience.

    Traffic: Other opportunities to resolve your pain body is if you personalize the “traffic” and get angry when people are cutting the line in front of you. When you are regarding the “event” as a personal insult, remind yourself that this is the Ego talking. The angry feeling that has now become active is your pain body. Feel and accept this angry emotion and stay present. As you become aware of your pain body, a shift within you will take place and your pain body will no longer have the control over you. This means that your emotions will no longer control your thoughts and behavior. This also means that you won’t get stressed from the event.

    Also, next time you get stuck in traffic, remind yourself that this has nothing to do with you. When there is nothing you can do to change a situation, be with it. Say “yes” and become friendly with it. Use the time to meditate instead. These are wonderful “life lessons” and opportunities to learn acceptance and surrender.

    If you, on the other hand, observe that you are not accepting and surrendering to the situation, then it’s a wonderful opportunity to learn about dysfunction, and observe how dysfunction arises. This is an important step towards awareness. When you are ready (and have suffered enough), you will let go of the pain body.

    Remember, the emotional pain body is released one emotion/thought at a time.





    Okay, now we measure moi story with the relationboat side of pain body and the interconnectedness of our Noosphere =

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    Secondary meaning > https://www.lawoftime.org/noosphere/...ndhistory.html

    Theory and History of the Noosphere
    The Noosphere - literally, “mind-sphere” or Earth’s mental sheathe - is a word and concept jointly coined by Édouard Le Roy, French philosopher and student of Henri Bergson, Jesuit paleontologist Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, and Russian geochemist, Vladimir Vernadsky, in Paris, 1926. At the root of the primary definition of noosphere is a dual perception: that life on Earth is a unity constituting a whole system known as the biosphere; and that the mind or consciousness of life - the Earth’s thinking layer - constitutes a unity that is discontinuous but coextensive with the entire system of life on Earth, inclusive of its inorganic support systems. A third critical premise arising from the first two is that the noosphere defines the inevitable next stage of terrestrial evolution, which will subsume and transform the biosphere.

    How this evolutionary shift might occur is at the crux of the experiment, Noosphere II. Though little else is known concerning Édouard Le Roy, our ideas about the noosphere and the transition from the biosphere to the noosphere are largely derived from the perceptions of Teilhard de Chardin and Vernadsky, along with the work of American Physicist, Oliver Reiser. We will summarize these viewpoints below.

    1. Pierre Teilhard de Chardin foresaw the emergence of the noosphere at a peak mystical moment referred to as the Omega Point. This moment would be the result of the interactions of increasing activity of human networks creating a highly charged “thinking layer.” Teilhard speaks of there being planets with noosphere - planets in which the thinking layer advances to the stage where it produces a noosphere, the mental sheathe “above and discontinuous with the biosphere.” Thus Teilhard de Chardin wrote of a “... network of links ... more and more literally present, in the immensity of their organism, as the image of a nervous system...” This nervous system would be the function of a “... geotechnology extending a closely interdependent network of its enterprises over the whole earth ...”

    Since Teilhard de Chardin’s death in 1955 when his books could finally be published, most notably the Phenomenon of Man (1959) and the Future of Man (1964), the advance of the biosphere into a transitional stage, the technosphere, has seen the virtual fulfillment of de Chardin’s prerequisite for the manifestation of the noosphere, a global information network - a geotechnology - the Internet. As the penultimate stage in the development of an actual freely functioning thinking layer, the Internet is the means of electronically linking up the noosphere prior to the mystical moment of the Omega Point - “At that node of ultimate synthesis, the internal spark of consciousness that evolution has slowly banked into a roaring fire will finally consume the universe itself. Our ancient itch to flee this woeful orb will finally be satisfied as the immense expanse of cosmic matter collapses like some mathematician’s hypercube into absolute spirit.” (www.noosphere.princeton.edu.com)

    2. Vladimir Vernadsky and the Russian School . Vernadsky, key theoretician of the biosphere (Biosphere, 1926), took for his point of departure for the advent of the noosphere the issue of biogeochemical combustion, represented by man’s thought translated into the form of technological work. Though he never used the word “technosphere,” Vernadsky’s prerequisite for the coming of the noosphere all but presupposes the existence of the technosphere, for in his perception the impact of industrialization is actually affecting the geological timing, bringing about a mutational phase known as the biosphere-noosphere transition. Vernadsky was acutely aware of the political and environmental implications of the accelerated increase of the machine in human society, which he wrote, “proceeds in geometrical progression, just like the production of living matter, man included ... Statesmen should be aware of the present elemental process of transition of the biosphere into the noosphere ... the fundamental property of biogeochemical energy is clearly revealed in the growth of free energy in the biosphere with the progress of geological time, especially in relation to its transition into the noosphere.” Problems in Biogeochemistry II (1944)

    In the time since Vernadsky's death in 1945, his prerequisite of a peak of biogeochemical combustion to precipitate the noosphere is all but fulfilled in the complex fact of global warming. Little known in the West, Vernadsky enjoys an enormous stature in Russia where his thought has affected virtually all of Russian science since him, spawning such schools as cosmism, the perception of cosmic processes in terrestrial affairs, and many subgroups within the Russian Academy of Sciences devoted to exploring the implications and aspects of his ideas. These include the work of N. A. Kozyrev on time, Alexei Dmitriev on the transformation of solar fields, and the Kaznacheev school of Cosmic Anthropoecology.

    3. Oliver Reiser. In his book Cosmic Humanism (1966), Oliver Reiser, an unusual and little known American visionary physicist and whole systems thinker, advances his idea of the noosphere. In a chapter entitled “The Radiation Belts of Thought,” he puts forth the notion of Earth’s psi fields. His rather elaborate theory - the Psi Fields and the World Sensorium - is based on two discoveries not known to Vernadsky, nor, it would seem, to Teilhard de Chardin - the DNA and the Earth’s radiation belts. Reiser presciently locates the world brain - noosphere - within the electromagnetic field of the radiation belts, including the program of the DNA, which creates the “planetary thought belts.” While Vernadsky and Teilhard de Chardin are quite vague in an actual description of the noosphere, Reiser supplies a great amount of scientific detail, integrating the evolving components of science into a system of cosmoecology, inclusive of Carl Jung’s notion of synchronicity.

    In “Projects Prometheus and Krishna,” Appendix II to his fascinating synthesis, Reiser takes full cognizance of the contribution of Vernadsky and Teilhard de Chardin. Reiser cites Vernadsky’s calling attention to the process of social synthesis, “whereby mankind become a single totality in the life of the Earth, and the psychozoic era of the earth’s biosphere be transformed into the noosphere.” Taking account of the sequence of spherical shells constituting the whole system earth - the barysphere, lithosphere, hydrosphere, atmosphere and biosphere - he writes, “Now, at long last, the processes of cultural evolution have generated another envelope, superimposed on the biosphere, i.e., a ‘sheet of humanized and socialized matter,’ which is the noosphere.” (p.557, Cosmic Humanism).

    4. Jung, Fuller, Sheldrake, Russell, Biosphere 2, et al. Following Reiser’s synthesizing work some such notion of the noosphere or psi fields was taken up by various thinkers though none approaching the whole system completeness of Vernadsky, de Chardin or Reiser. The work of Carl Jung on synchronicity and archetypal theory is a natural adjunct to a theory of the noosphere which would assume a common “collective unconscious” - the noosphere being the common collective conscious field of the Earth. The idea of synchronicity further assumes a method of telepathy or a parapsychological medium of communication within the common field of the collective unconscious. The vindication of Jung’s theories (and of Reiser as well) came with the 1973 discovery by Martin Shoenberger (The I Ching and the Genetic Code, The Hidden Key to Life, 1973) of the exact identity of the binary code of the I Ching and DNA, a discovery which had to raise the issue of a synchronistic medium of communication within some great planetary field of thought - the World Sensorium.

    In Rupert Sheldrake’s A New Science of Life: The Hypothesis of Formative Causation (1982), the notion of morphogenetic fields advances an explanation of an essentially telepathic intraspecies medium of communication. Peter Russell’s notion of the Global Brain (1982) builds on the electronic communication and nervous system metaphor of the noosphere to establish the idea of the noosphere as a planetary global brain. Buckminster Fuller’s concepts for developing a whole system design perception of the Earth - Synergetics: Explorations in the Geometry of Thinking (1975) and Operating Manual for Spaceship Earth (1969) - are also fundamental to a theory of the noosphere as intrinsic to a view of the planet as an evolving organism, an idea also articulated in James Lovelock’s Gaia Hypothesis (1981).

    The work of the Ecotechnics Institute/Biosphere 2 project which evolved over the 1980s and 90’s also needs to be cited. This includes the work of Tango Snyder, John Allen and Mark Nelson, as well as the pioneers of the actual Biosphere 2 experiment outside of Tucson, 1991-1993. While the Biosphere Catalog (1985), edited by Tango Snyder, is the first to fully elaborate a description of the technosphere, Space Biospheres (1989) by Allen and Nelson define two other spheres which could be called sub functions of the technosphere: the cybersphere - Teilhard de Chardin’s geotechnological information network - and the ethnosphere, what Cosmic History would define as the field of the hybrid planetary human hooked up by the cybersphere and living an unconsciously yet technologically unified life within the technosphere. While much of the work of the Biosphere 2 project (Life Under Glass, A Look Inside Biosphere 2, by Abigail Ailing and Mark Nelson, 1993) was aimed at seeing what possibility might exist for transporting the Earth’s biosphere to other planets - namely Mars - still, the experimental effort in and of itself advanced the possibility of humans breaking out of the mold, while on Earth, to experience in a defined environment the nature of the biosphere - and by doing it consciously, actually anticipating the noosphere.

    In conclusion, mention should be made of the fact that on the virtual noosphere, the Internet, there is a web site <http://www.noosphere.princeton.edu.com> conducting tests in global consciousness entitled the “Global Consciousness Project: Registering Coherence and Resonance in the World.” The Noosphere is defined by this Internet group "as the sum total of all human knowledge and experience. This would include everything from our most private dreams to our knowledge of Universe itself. With accelerating technology as its catalyst, our noosphere is expanding at its greatest rate in history.”

    In contemporary Russia, the noosphere has advanced to the stage of establishing different versions of a ‘Noospheric Congress.’ In Altai, one such effort was aimed at functioning within the existing parliamentary government system as a higher consciousness biospheric steering committee. The other effort is known as the Noosphere Spiritual Ecological World Assembly (www.newhumanity.org.ru), which has already begun a process of setting up the standards “whereby mankind become a single totality in the life of the Earth.” It might be added that, in general, in the 1980s and 90s the idea of the noosphere or global brain or gaia consciousness had become a common belief in the New Age Movement

    5. José Argüelles/Valum Votan. The work of José Argüelles (Valum Votan) forms an essential conclusion to the theory of the noosphere which at the same time takes the first steps toward creating experimental techniques for actually precipitating the noosphere into conscious manifestation. The fundamental premise of Arguelles’ theory of the noosphere is that it can only come into manifestation through a conscious effort on the part of at least an informed and enlightened human minority. Arguelles’ activist inclination toward manifesting the noosphere began with his work in the creation of the First Whole Earth Festival (1970), the vision of which was to set up a global village linked by prayer and meditation with other event points on the planet. This landmark occasion brought him into contact with astrologer and whole system philosopher, Dane Rudhyar, whose Planetarization of Consciousness (1970) is a definitive statement in the direction of spiritually comprehending the noosphere as a planetary sense organ opening it to “galactic consciousness.” The holistic perception of the Earth was conveyed in Arguelles’ Mandala (1972), while in the Transformative Vision (1975), he developed a view of the planetary mind utilizing the model of the two cerebral hemispheres as an analog to the Eastern and Western global hemispheres, as well as comprehending a type of dialectical process evolving toward a unified field of global consciousness.

    But it is in Earth Ascending, an illustrated Treatise on the Law Governing Whole Systems (1984, 1988, 1996), that Arguelles stepped fully into the mainstream of defining the noosphere. While synthesizing the work of Teilhard de Chardin and Oliver Reiser (in the first edition of this book he had not yet been aware of Vernadsky), the main contribution of Arguelles was to establish the principle of the psi bank as the regulator and information storage and retrieval mechanism of the noosphere. In the perception of Earth Ascending the psi bank/noosphere has always been operating as long as there has been life on Earth, but until a moment in the imminent future, Teilhard de Chardin’s Omega Point, it has remained in the unconscious.

    The description and definition of the psi bank was the first step in describing the noosphere’s mechanism of consciousness. Accordingly, the psi bank is responsible for moderating the different stages not only in the evolution of life, but in the evolution of consciousness as well. This is because the psi bank program maintained between the Van Allen electromagnetic radiation belts (as posited by Reiser) consists of the DNA information structures as they are in turn regulated by a field of four bipolar “psi plates” - the actual timing apparatus of the noosphere.

    In 1969, Arguelles had already written of the I Ching as a computer model, a point noted in the Foreword to Schønberger’s I Ching and the Genetic Code. With the psi bank model, Arguelles was able to take the I Ching/DNA code as a type of planetary computer program and mathematically integrate it into the mathematical code of the Mayan calendar system, the tzolkin. The common mathematical key, Arguelles discovered, was that any magic square of eight (the same mathematical matrix as the DNA/I Ching) has an array of 260, that is any row always adds up to 260, horizontally or vertically.

    Arguelles knew this number was the key to the tzolkin, the 13 x 20 (= 260) “time matrix” upon which the Mayan calendar is based. Utilizing Reiser’s hypothesis of the psi field as a kind of DNA thought belt located in the radiation field, while finding the design key to place the DNA in the Tzolkin matrix, Arguelles was able to unlock a great system of codes underlying the programs governing the historical manifestation of civilization and its imminent transformation into a stage of galactic civilization and consciousness - the noosphere made manifest.

    Having worked for many years with the tzolkin as a permutational matrix accounting for the Mayan calendar’s supreme perfection among all world calendars, and following its noospheric decoding in Earth Ascending, Arguelles went on to two more landmark noospheric event points. One was the globally synchronized meditation, the Harmonic Convergence, which actually worked with setting up a planetary field of consciousness by focusing meditations prophetically timed to occur at key sacred sites around the planet; and the accompanying text, the Mayan Factor, Path Beyond technology (1987).

    In the Mayan Factor, with the understanding of the 13 x 20 Mayan calendar matrix as the timing regulator of Earth’s psi bank regulator, Arguelles was able to determine that the Great Cycle of history, 13 baktuns or 260 katuns in duration, the basis of the Mayan Long Count, from 3113 BC to 2012 AD, was also mathematically indistinguishable from the tzolkin matrix. This meant that all of history was a function of the psi bank program.

    The Great Cycle so defined also gave a precise timing to the third and fourth terms of the holonomic equation - “man transforms nature” - now defined as the cycle of history from 3113 BC to 1987; while ”nature evaluates man’s transformation” is defined by the brief span between 1987 and 2012. The fifth and concluding term, “man and nature synthesize” would begin after the end of the cycle of history in 2012. Was 2012 Teilhard de Chardin’s Omega Point? If so, then the period between 1987 and 2012 would also define the time of Vernadsky’s biosphere-noosphere transition.

    Now for one to garner where this rite of noospheric n pain body passage into micro macro collective energy plus fear transmutation starts, Kryon interaction now comes in, in the form of an intent i learnt and used, being once oneself in that god within place, one gifts themself through sheer imo spiritual guts and insistance that humanity will future know itself and greatest love known while still human, I give intent to ( God, universe, spirit, fill in blank ) evolve at a hundred miles an hour, thankyou. Used it many times over years and it always worked, never let me down, nearly killed me more than once, mentally ,, emotionally and physically plus several spiritualities born n died.

    Okay scene set, tisa 2008ish brb

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    Been awhile now, few moonths and being mostly out of the dramatruama once entrenched, healing and reflection may boast presence allowing the oppurtunity to share, lol maybe a Carlos - https://www.bookseriesinorder.com/carlos-castaneda/ feel at times, had i known the preparation, likely since attunement to Reiki, was regards the great humanities pain body plus schemes a plenty before leaving home for Earth, sleep powerfullll option not taken but jeeez the pain micro of tyrannystomping in heart n harmonics within moi can imo only release through share, you TOT are my post open diary, thankyou.

    I have begun but tears not allowing testtymoony atm, i know my cogness in this world as i changed the world, the fake clock demands feelings, one exchange with a stranger another of a smile or scowl can be the 3 gorges dam breaking.

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    MMmmm lets go back further to explain my first encounter with a pain body the dealt in death and pain shared with moi, think about 2005 was the stamp and had landed in Franz Joseph Glacier, empty gas tank n pockets and on a dear friends couch pondering what the morning would bring, remember thinking that was a crazy decision as i was living in a tent in a paddock in the hills with others gypsies, Waitaha, driftors n roamers, was a few families. When i would leave, the kids took over my tent, i was only one there in a tent, most were wagons , vans n buses, oh couple of trucks, some in the forest next door also, i awoke, felt to go to Glazier and did, friends face at 8 that nite said it all lol. brb

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    I wish to go straight to the madness that pain bodies produce but feel held back to set the scene again, was in a celebate place and befriended a lovely Israel lady who chose me to get out of her learning box Judaic, it was a challenging relationboat completion as blurrrred lines sexual wise were happening and we disconnected but imo this bought about the next chapter as in my meditation soon after which was very deep, was called to hold the peace and harmonics i could now live ( past maybe 9 moonths ) with another, on awaking i walked to my window and saw a beautifull blond ( shutup Moddy lol ) lady slowly walking along the street, so slow i pondered if she was an old soul or twenty years older than she looked ( she never wore makeup ), any way that nite at the pub i asked the owner of the place where she worked, about this lady ( this gets crazy so fast ) he goes wow she has her parents visiting from England i will go get them rite now, was too late to argue, she her parents and boss arrive shortly after and it is not the blond slow lady but a young blond ( yes he got wrong blond, he told me later the other blond was FN nuts so he thought i could not mean her lol ), i floated through the pleasntries and had a nice connection with her n family, i had never been with a obese girlfriend and found this aspect hard to identify within myself, we had a two week relationship and i knew she was leaving in two weeks before we began, the morning she left i went to the pub and within a few minutes, still unsure how, we were seated outside talking to each other and it felt so natural, i even said and it is was unlike me that she was someone i would be very interested in dating, at this time what happened should of been an easy spotter, she looked me square in the eye with a hurt face and mouth sneer responding, the woman i hated the most in the world ever ever Ever, you have just been fucking. brb

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    Have never felt the love for another like i felt for this dear soul, a few girlfriends and a 17 year marriage to compare, wheels of hate or pain body became apparent at two week mark also and at three week mark i sat with her and said we need to complete due to the anger, accusations etc, of cousre i had been preaching my spirituallity and she had been learning fast ( never occured to me thenadays that be the triggers lol ), again she squared me up with those blues deeply and said you help me half way up a mountain and a wee storm hits and you are going to leave me here, i was about to embark on an emotional blackmail journey that twisted my reality like our past six moonths have. brb

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    The fear of someone you love taking your life or/and their life smashes ones empathy places, can embellish hopelessness and/or helplessness to levels unthought of and create a highway of adrenalin awaiting a fuel stop or accident. Strange the upside down world the pain body may create, lol look around at the upside down sideways forward backwards world atm to understand our human pain body release and transmutation process at present. Love given produced hate, accusations, threats galore and harm facets still unfathomable to me theseadays.

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    A share now from book 1 or 2 of Cosmic History Chronicles about the collective pain body, when Maldek/planet X/has other names but the planet that is now the asteroid belt, exploded creating asteroid belt, the collective suffering and pain that led to explosion arced/arked to nearest planet Mars to begin stage two, yes Mars died and we won on Earth in round 3 this time, the asteroid belt has billions of boulders massive n small and just like Earth it holds the pain n suffering within ( we do not take it with us when we die, back home ) those boulders big n small, those boulders also energetically are within Earths peoples, we choose the amount to work with prior to coming in, to transmute, this i knew soon after the above relationbout ended and gave intent to universe to allow me to understand so when recent relationbout came to dock begin, i knowingly knew an energetic facet was boulders above within us both and soon was aware i had been honoured with a xlent size. brb

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    Let us hope we won't blow up this planet too. Third time's a charm, right.

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    So back when first working with the relationship pain body in Glazier was very simply my apprenticeship boarded, spirit had prepared me for the City energies and had been telling me over years the codes needed to survive and spiritually breathe and continue evolving and for whatever reason it needed to be done in the city, a karma facet or energetic need maybe, still unsure. Coin having two sides explains much of the glazier relationship as chaos spiritual energy was part of the terrain because often i watched incredible steep leaps of conscousness n similar within attunement processes. Dread, simple total dread as i felt the Pain Body within partner rise n birth, usually with me trying everything from distraction, shock, truth, lies, anything to stop or at least delay, lol removing myself from and before PB eruption led to police searching for me, more than once, PB can manipulate n lie n create suffering incredibly well, gosh the sharing of your secret/s to create massive pain in another that comes then to you, oh the dread as you have no power to stop the PB birth, nowhere to run, like having no choice but to hold the electric fence because letting go was more painfullll.

    No wind, 3RD time luckey, we have won, well done to us all, incredible beings we are.

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    love


    These words from Tolle above echo as points now, was all about me, as it was all about Glazier girl >


    If you, on the other hand, observe that you are not accepting and surrendering to the situation, then it’s a wonderful opportunity to learn about dysfunction, and observe how dysfunction arises. This is an important step towards awareness. When you are ready (and have suffered enough), you will let go of the pain body.

    Remember, the emotional pain body is released one emotion/thought at a time.


    < never forget having told at that time my best spiritual teacher the nature of relationship and they went poowoo learn, to me, But two days later called me pleading for me to get out now, was shouting out loud on phone, silly old bugger but making me say i would rite now leave with clothes on me back ( he later told me he napped and awoke to a nitemare he would not tell me, grabbed his phone knowing it was about to happen, lol i hung up on him and got in car, gone.

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    I remember the that phone call to leave emmediately n the massive fear as i quickly scampered around and left, so fearing, stopping in side streets in little towns to rest in case she followed me, But yeah 3 days later i answered her call, beaten wife sindrone spose, oh the drama began straight away with a car crash she had in her haste to save me from myself, ffs is like a bad joke yes ?, i returned to the Glazier with to be empty promises back pocketed, i needed or we needed to die a little more and we did but i stood finally, stood strong in my power with gesture and words backed with feelings and won, and left the Glazier n girl 2 weeks later, alas the pain continued, a man i detested who sniffed as such the Glazier girl a few times when the oppurtunity arose and she knew i detested, no need to go further as the scene is obvious, but i was on the other side of island and had a feeling and looked her way and lightning flashed and he came to mind, i took the date stamp in mind and time and when and yes i did, get back with her about a year later, day time n man was true, brb

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    Major aha yesterday while nattering to a friend of trust, how does one go under cover , into the collective pain body ?, concussion.

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    This thread will take a while, to comprehend >


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    One does not get thrown into battle unprepared, the pain body war is deadly, billions have perished at this energy peril, for what reason i cannot gather but god toys with themself for a purpose and knowing my main connection of meshing with thee n thy, so march to the horn n drum of verbal-physical-emotional-mental vile n bile = the pain body, demon takeover true.

    So battle prep was Franz n post Franz the goddess of nurture arrived to sooth and heal and gift, why worthy was the echo, mighty goddess still prep for the main event though.

    ps 9/11 timestamp lol purrfect lol now is 11 11 timestamp purfect with this addition lol

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    Certainly Been There, Done That one, Aianawa ... in the end, it is part of the journey to discover ourselves and to whimper with all the regrets, but at that end it is a harsh clue to our own dysfunction and perhaps a way up to a better future, that for me is at least bearable.
    “If you cannot do great things, do small things in a great way.”

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