Radio Gaianym: The Latest Work of John Lamb Lash The Gnostic Teacher (So Far)

**modwiz** · 29th April 2018, 22:51

Originally posted by NotAPretender

I know...truth is I know John Lash...I have for quite awhile thought he had gone over to the darkside. Hearing that video was like a slap in the face. I should have just swallowed my 5th dimensional shock and not posted. If I thought an apology would make any difference I would offer it in extreme humility, but I know it wouldn't. It worries me when I think people are being misled by someone with not pure motives.

Can I be optimistic you are satisfied that your point has been made, not ignored and will allow for this thread to move on in some semblance of a journey forward? The Modwiz video thread began with my first youtube video on Jan. 20, 2015. It was a New Moon. It was about Gaia/Sophia. It is a very ancient story, it is our story.

This is a personal journey for me and in these three years, seeing more come to some form of gnosis about our Mother is heart-warming for me. A friend of mine who I have spent 10 days holiday visits with recently watched a JLL video and thanked me profusely. She said the world now has some rhyme and reason. She said she cried tears of joys while listening. This is a 60 year old woman with 5 children and multiple grandchildren. She is not some new age type.

**Aianawa** · 29th April 2018, 22:53

Twas driving by n seen a beautifullll nigglesfest, wishing to join i melded with the ones looking from afar but close enough to hear n feel, AHA tis Gods at war, past let downs V Butterflys present, future divine battles V kittens sleeping but awakening any moment, alas let the seekers sense and choice, the wise ones laugh and hurt ones tear, the popcorners eager.

Am Looking forward to the big innerview with Mr Lash, Modrad

**PurpleLama** · 29th April 2018, 23:07

I love how you call him modrad, how rad.

**Emil El Zapato** · 29th April 2018, 23:10

Originally posted by modwiz

Can I be optimistic you are satisfied that your point has been made, not ignored and will allow for this thread to move on in some semblance of a journey forward? The Modwiz video thread began with my first youtube video on Jan. 20, 2015. It was a New Moon. It was about Gaia/Sophia. It is a very ancient story, it is our story.

This is a personal journey for me and in these three years, seeing more come to some form of gnosis about our Mother is heart-warming for me. A friend of mine who I have spent 10 days holiday visits with recently watched a JLL video and thanked me profusely. She said the world now has some rhyme and reason. She said she cried tears of joys while listening. This is a 60 year old woman with 5 children and multiple grandchildren. She is not some new age type.

Of course, I apologize for my outburst...I'm recentered...we can move forward....

**enjoy being** · 29th April 2018, 23:27

Originally posted by NotAPretender

that's fair...but I didn't struggle to find joy in the Koreas, I struggled to find joy in Trump...Trump is the prototypical misleader...most anything he touches will come to ruin with the exception of himself and that is only a matter of time.

I can't judge 'you' Modwiz...I only hope that your 'source' is true.

I'll just butt in here and then leave.

You struggled to recognise the affirmation thread for what it was, a thread centring intent for good outcomes regardless of any concerns and asking for (AS STATED) any who hold other intention, to perhaps find new hopes though the process. It was a thread to share in that notion.
We are not dummies, we can see also all chances for darkness and failure. Your contribution was naive to the intent of the thread.

It doesn't bother me personally too much. People see the things from within their fears and rigid preconceptions everywhere, so I am quite used to it. But when I see it repeatedly happening I either move away or speak up as respectfully as I can in the moment.

**Emil El Zapato** · 29th April 2018, 23:32

cool, but there is a difference...it hardly is about the event or condition or anything else that is extant. It is about the overarching philosophy that matters and how it affects the surge toward the light or toward the darkness. That is all that matters. My world is very different than yours nothing, nothing exists in a vacuum, it's a continuum of this and that.

**enjoy being** · 30th April 2018, 00:04

Look dude, I don't put that comment up for debate. It is clear to many that most of your posts are about your own fears and agendas. You jump in and start posting before you even finish reading or watching stuff because "You know where it is leading" in your head. It has been happening over and over and over from where I stand and I have occasionally made light of it. That's fine, I get it, you do what you like in your world to get to where you want, as do I. But please do not insult my awareness by trying to piss on my head and tell me it is raining.
I do like you, btw, you don't really have the energy of someone to not like. And it is probably that I like you that I bother with this second post.

**Dreamtimer** · 30th April 2018, 00:08

Originally posted by PurpleLama

I love how you call him modrad, how rad.

I was gonna comment on that, too. It's a good name.

**Emil El Zapato** · 30th April 2018, 00:16

ok, but you can't blame me for trying, but honestly, I think you misunderstand me badly. Everyone is free to feel their feelings and think their thoughts. But, I will question anything that is not in sync with my thoughts and I will continue to listen and wait for a revelation. I'm sure that can be annoying, but I'm not in my natural habitat on these boards. I have certain skills but I've never really tried to gain a superior knowledge of their workings. I simply accept them for what they are. I'm not a pretender...I'm just a guy that sees some things in a way that many times is clearer than others. But, I can be as wrong about that as I can be wrong about anything. I learn from jumping in and going with instinct, it doesn't often fail me but when it does I'm left feeling pretty foolish most times.

In truth, why do you feel that it is naive of me to not jump head over heels into what you intend. I believe that demonstrates a much greater hubris than I ever show. Trust me, I know many things that you don't just as I'm sure you know many things that I don't. Would I consider you anything less than me because of the things I know and you don't. NO! That is the greatest mark of the average mind that has ever been offered to the thinking person.

**enjoy being** · 30th April 2018, 00:29

It's all good. I also think you still miss the point even when I put it in no uncertain terms!

Of course I don't expect you to fall head over heels over anything. Hopefully we are all trying to at least obtain mindfulness, that is probably the keyword. This is getting absurd.
It is not about who knows what, I'm cringing a bit even having this discussion.
We are all pretty much on that page, the one where we all know that each has wisdom in different shapes, yet you are telling me as if you think I am not aware of this!

**Emil El Zapato** · 30th April 2018, 00:33

I have to say this is the first board that I've ever been on where I wished I was more telepathic.

Peace brother....you win!

**enjoy being** · 30th April 2018, 00:37

No, I lost. I was trying to 'help' but should have just kept quiet because instead just caused callouses.
Welcome to discuss in private if you like as it has turned into drama.

Sorry Modwiz for colouring in the corners of the thread.

**Aragorn** · 30th April 2018, 00:42

Originally posted by Nothing

Sorry Modwiz for colouring in the corners of the thread.

Blame it on the full moon.

**enjoy being** · 30th April 2018, 00:45

Originally posted by Aragorn

Blame it on the full moon.

Blame it on myself for knowing how the full moon effects me but not taking heed.

**Dreamtimer** · 30th April 2018, 00:55

I have had mixed feelings over these last few years about Mr. Lash. I listened to him speak of his revelations and his work with the gnostic writings and I really enjoyed it. I didn't like the Kalika War Party stuff. I don't know how much he's moved away from that. There's also a niggling question over a man so connected to the feminine spirit who has had such difficulty with actual women. Some of his attitudes about women were rather unpleasant and showed a lack of understanding.

Normally I probably wouldn't pursue his work anymore. He's not the first I heard of Sophia and gnostic wisdom. That was many years ago when my son was little.

As it is Modwiz who is presenting this and has worked deeply with it, I'm willing to give John another listen. I'd like to be able to discuss it with some understanding and intelligence.